The Chef’s special
Acrylic on canvas
+ acrylic markers (Posca)
46 x 55 cm
05/25
One night I had a dream that stayed with me.
It felt personal, almost like a message.
I was alone, drifting through unfamiliar streets. I felt frustration, and it slowly turned into a kind of hunger, not for food, but for clarity, for connection.
I passed restaurant after restaurant, none of them felt right. Then I found a small buffet that did.
There, I filled my plate with all the food I liked, but every time I tried to bring it to the table, I dropped it. It shattered, over and over, until I gave up and sat down, confused and empty-handed.
Then after a while, someone appeared behind me and gently placed a plate in front of me. It was full of food I loved, and even food I didn’t know I loved. None of it had been offered in the buffet.
The head chef had brought it, said nothing, and vanished before I could really see them. I ate, and it was perfect. The hunger disappeared. So did the frustration.
Then I woke up.
I trust that everything in life happens for a reason, even the things we don’t really understand.
I try to trust the process, but I still catch myself wanting control, fearing the unknown and forgetting how to just be.
The dream felt like a reminder.
The buffet was full of things I thought I should want.
The broken plates showed me those things were never mine.
And the chef ( maybe God), gave me what was.
This piece is a reminder for me not to fear, not to force.
Just trust what’s meant for you. Even if it looks different from what you imagined.